Hmm.....I guess something is going on without me knowing it....but hey...

I am used to that. Loneliness is nothing, I had been through it for majority of my 17 years of my life. Get used to it, man.

Apparently I am somekind of "Sleeping Beauty" that just could only be waked up by no method except for one, waking up on my own? Bah....If only you see me snoring or such, that's what some think. Why am I saying this? It happened to me only TWICE in the design studio, and both occurs at LUNCH hours as well....all go lunch, don't bother waking me up or something, then reduce me to either eating peanuts which I am now, or just going to buy it myself, and in the process leaving me alone in the studio. I think I smell something not good. Apparently, this cold thing is coming back. Out for Revenge or something. It's like how Joker in Batman will never go down. Keeps on coming on.....

a pissed note.

Well...I guess I am not a popular guy that knows how to socialize his way to popularity. Maybe I am ugly or something, or I am an ass, jackass or a retarded jackass I do not know, some guys just misunderstands me, I can name now 10 people so far I think do not really think I am in their league. But I'll keep secret, maybe in your heart you know that. You wouldn't even be here now. Whats the point in reading one of your enemies blog, when you read blogs often and there a links on others blogs to show you mine? Maybe you want to hurt me more or so. It won't hurt me to say that you hate me to the guts. I am severely pissed right now. Look 99% of the time, you talk to someone else but not me as often as you talk to others, not saying I am expecting that. And if you want to apologize for what you did to demoralise me till now, please be serious if you apologize, don't apologize and do nothing. No Sincerity towards me, to anyone, I hope you don't succeed in life. Sorry if I put it that crudly, I am just Pissed.

There are some though that are truelly, good friends. Yeah they read my blog and are really close as a friend we go out often together. And such. They can put me in their league treat me as an equal and not an inferior and just a friend. Maybe asking if I wanted something from somewhere, example: LUNCH.

Yeah lonely time is coming back soon, thank god it is not all, and who knows what is going on behind my back. Wish I didn't miss DAE now.

Have to rush back for P1.

So before I go....am I a, Friend? Classmate? Coursemate? Schoolmate? Alien? Stranger? Scary Beast? Whatever you think.

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Kudos to only SOME of you~