I definately have to blog about this,

left home about 9.20 am...then went to Bedok eat....well....brunch in fact.....so i ordered usual soya bean and a $4 bowl of curry chicken noodle....so nothing big happening, just me happily eating my brunch...until....a old guy came in....he was like limping(dunno whether fake or not).....then he was asking around for $2...ok....so I didn't give him...until he was asking about 50m away...then he got it....he grunted when I did not want to give him any money....well...he was pointing at my soya bean....so I guess what he wanted the money to drink....so well....after that...I then saw him carrying $2...he was looking at me....then he came up to me, took my straw from the drink, and then opened the cap....WTF?...I held on to my cap of the drink....then stared at him for his behaviour....wth lah...someone walking to you....and wanted to take your drink away and without telling you? This is absurd.....seriously...who the hell want to do this kind of uncivilised behaviour...I know that you don't have any money....and I refused, so what...I had this before, although you are alone, but you don't have to resort to this can't you......

What the hell, he spoilt my mood, thank you very much hor, uncivilised uncle....****......

I wanna fly away....maybe to somewhere with people that makes me feel at home and not alone....well...somewhere OTHER than home...so yeah....so what am I being lonely....it is perfectly fine, just need to get used to it...you know....for a few months...most probably....probably I won't know when....well....i was planning to do something..but not planning to say it out now as most of the time when I blog about something that is going to happen it always doesn't....so not yet...until I get it....if possible lah...not until I contradict myself again (RANDOM!)

erm....gonna start drawing, drawing again, I hate drawing...but hell, no choice... :( .....so there....it is so f***...anyway....doing it tomorrow...with my ComDi project....and once again...for the dunno how manyth time....I am the outcast again...well..not surprising...since I am infamous....so just joined other people with no groups and formed another group....what is my problem? I don't know....wish you guys luck for your projects...I shouldn't blame you guys....cliques or whatever..but I am going to do my best as I can for this one year so as not to waste my parents' hard earned money....trust me....just endure for a year...and my face will be gone....really...so yeah....so as not to bother you'll....

Maybe I am thinking of going Switzerland to study...maybe....if so....I have relatives there, so yeah...should be fine with accomodation....Zurich to be precise...over there....Tourism/Hospitality/Resort Management is quite renowned....so maybe I would like to go there....study....

Lot of classmates birthdays' are passing/coming...cept' some....including me....December 16, how ironic, end of the year...which is equals to not having to drive until year 2010 or 2011....damnit....aargh...but benefits is that I HAVE BIRTHDAYS always on the holiday....yeahs...unless I have to go back school...which is unacceptable....

Some random pics too, before I leave to explore more on the life of misery, and to do my plans....8 of them...so yea....