I admitted to Aida that I am not cut out for RHD.

But....I am still gonna do my P1 re submission, my submission is Friday at 1pm at GO lol....kinda appealing out soon....

Sorry dear RHD-ians....I know some of you hate me and wish me to go, I understand that. Some are caring, and wish me to stay, lol...but it is just out of control. Aida was right...I am just not interested? LOL.....

Thanks for all the concerns.

Kudos~

I knew I would fail P1, maybe for me it is inevitable, I don't actually think I can really pass now, although I have a second chance now....yeah...for a week...dunno I'll be super stressed anot...

So...what should I do....appeal or stay? I made my decision, now I want to ask for your opinions.

I emailed Admissions to see if I can appeal....if I can't...I don't know what to do. I do hope I can catch up with Multimedia Fundamentals and Architectural Design Theory. Not mentioning DOTC2 which I may be in, lol....what a predicament that I have brought myself in.

I DO NOT....

know how to render, but coloring?
know how to make models
know how to draw well
know how to become a designer

I give up.

Yeah, to so call add fuel to the fire, I also kinda burnt myself while frying sausages just now....owch...oil splurted on me....now it hurts....

Kudos~

Today its totally weird, why?

I took 966 home and reached after alighting at the bus stop near Kallang Swimming Pool from 23, then this drunk uncle approached me and we went to BP together lol. In the bus he was like weirdly talking to me, although I do not understand. But anyway, he was like talking about money, maybe cos he got bankrupt or something, then he drank....lol....had to like tell him where to stop, wah lau, whats worse is, he touched me!!! I Chua you now, shocked, suddenly a man touch me, and like give me the work hard gesture, clench fist, like wanna fight like that....LOL...totally weird....

Then in shop and save today, the auntie accidentally dropped my money, then she said she was hungry lol...

IT'S A SIGN!!!!

Kudos~

Hmm.....I guess something is going on without me knowing it....but hey...

I am used to that. Loneliness is nothing, I had been through it for majority of my 17 years of my life. Get used to it, man.

Apparently I am somekind of "Sleeping Beauty" that just could only be waked up by no method except for one, waking up on my own? Bah....If only you see me snoring or such, that's what some think. Why am I saying this? It happened to me only TWICE in the design studio, and both occurs at LUNCH hours as well....all go lunch, don't bother waking me up or something, then reduce me to either eating peanuts which I am now, or just going to buy it myself, and in the process leaving me alone in the studio. I think I smell something not good. Apparently, this cold thing is coming back. Out for Revenge or something. It's like how Joker in Batman will never go down. Keeps on coming on.....

a pissed note.

Well...I guess I am not a popular guy that knows how to socialize his way to popularity. Maybe I am ugly or something, or I am an ass, jackass or a retarded jackass I do not know, some guys just misunderstands me, I can name now 10 people so far I think do not really think I am in their league. But I'll keep secret, maybe in your heart you know that. You wouldn't even be here now. Whats the point in reading one of your enemies blog, when you read blogs often and there a links on others blogs to show you mine? Maybe you want to hurt me more or so. It won't hurt me to say that you hate me to the guts. I am severely pissed right now. Look 99% of the time, you talk to someone else but not me as often as you talk to others, not saying I am expecting that. And if you want to apologize for what you did to demoralise me till now, please be serious if you apologize, don't apologize and do nothing. No Sincerity towards me, to anyone, I hope you don't succeed in life. Sorry if I put it that crudly, I am just Pissed.

There are some though that are truelly, good friends. Yeah they read my blog and are really close as a friend we go out often together. And such. They can put me in their league treat me as an equal and not an inferior and just a friend. Maybe asking if I wanted something from somewhere, example: LUNCH.

Yeah lonely time is coming back soon, thank god it is not all, and who knows what is going on behind my back. Wish I didn't miss DAE now.

Have to rush back for P1.

So before I go....am I a, Friend? Classmate? Coursemate? Schoolmate? Alien? Stranger? Scary Beast? Whatever you think.

?????

Kudos to only SOME of you~

Guess what happens when I am bored?



This is TP's internet speed....rofl....lol!

Erm.....Wonder what are all the other polys ones!

Kudos lol~

Well.....A Reminder of what I have installed till Friday:

1. Rendered Perspectives...AGAIN
2. Axonometric Drawing
3. Plans/ Sections/ Elevations (should be rendered)

Bah....thats quite a lot of stuff to do these 2 days.....hmm.....

Done with my my darn darn model. Whoopee....Light Simulation yet to be done. Wtf. Lol...I'm so screwed.

Oh well.....ATM

Kudosa~

Well kinda not think of any ideas for my title, so Ima just leave it like that....

Bought my PSP, costs about $358 in total, yeah...no cover though...have to buy one soon....But its okay. Went home after wards.....

Sharing my experience at a Drink Stall:

Man (walks up to counter): Hey, excuse me arh, why is my Fresh Mango Juice so watery?
Counter: It's like that one what, we blend the mango and put water since the mango if blended is not enough and therefore we added water.
Man: Are you trying to play with me?
Counter: No, what I saying is true, if not I might as well blend 4 mangoes for you.

I kinda think the counter person was right, adding water is natural as mangoes can't produce much juice unlike Watermelons or Oranges. So add water lah, he scare he pay his $2.60 to drink some mango water. Look its like that, not happy, next time don't buy. Who is in the wrong?

Lol....kinda shagged now

Gotta run

Kudos then~

1st day of Chinese New Year is whacked.....typically.

Well....I finally have gathered enough ang pao money to get myself a PSP...woohoo...now to find some great deals in town, or out of town. Lol.....

I had a D/F for Project 1 Spatial Exploration, lets hope I don't screw up for the last part. D and D= D- one F and I am done for. This is 40%.....darn it....lol...somemore gotta redo model, update floor plan, maybe get some real wacked thing in there, no toilet rolls, no lame stuff, whatever. I can smell passing P1....I do hope that is. I think I'll suffer in Arct. Design Theory. Still got Multimedia Fundamentals on the next block....hmm.....

Speaking of which, after what the lecturer told me about that LECTURE. I made up my mind, went to all poly webbie....and DAE is over, damn it. Was seriously was thinking of changing course now. I regret not putting down my choices in DAE...maybe I can find better air somewhere else (pardon my English). Now I have to continue on and suffer for this 2 years...maybe up till 2010....We have 5 Projects....and this 1 is hell....so how about the other four? Worse then hell?

But something tempted me to continue, a trip to the Big Apple. Not Apple but New York City....it costs a whopping 3000 dollars plus I think.....so ex...darn the school, never provide much money to surpress the big costs....I want to visit Madison Square Garden. And taste the feeling of being in Manhattan or, Wall Street. But this is not the only reason why I stayed. Other than the friends I made, I decided to stay. Not mentioning not qualifying for DOTC....lol....I think I am not cut out for this, but Im trying next year.

Well....had steamboat today, and I am stuffed. Well....going to Malaysia tomorrow...whole day I think. So anything notify me. Maybe gonna get some more ang pao. I wish it was the third day of CNY tomorrow....darn it. Rarely go MY....and can get PSP there....well too bad me then....my dad agrees, he said my long travelling to school will be solved by the PSP(well, thats not what he said). And he mentioned to my uncle. Went to see some nieces and nephews today too.....some babies....so cute rofl.

All right, gotta slack a while now before I decide to post more...rofl....

Kudos~

I AM DONE WITH MY SPATIAL EXPLORATION FOR P1~~ WOHOO...

See? I did it...I knew I can....rofl....really chionged...was uber-stressed and though that I cannot finish in time, in the end, at 5:04AM...I finished this....haha....

Well had lunch at about 11am....that was the last time I ate a meal. I ate some Pineapple Bun, and thats it, no meals for 18 hours! WOooooo......I'm hungry. WTF lol....

PSP should be here after CNY....lotsa games on my mind....

oh alright.....Gotta go school in an hour.....

Kudos~

I had to redo almost everything for my Project 1....but I CAN DO IT.....

I BELIEVE IN MYSELF (Not bieng self-confident in a cocky way)

Aida jsut gave me a hell of a critique making me decide to redo my model, my plans, my elevations, no more SLACKING...RAWRRR......

Ima skip meals, lose some weight, play some music and start focusing to finish what I think is possible, LETS GO BABYYYYYYY.....

CHIONG AR.......

Kudos~